heaven help the poor soul who ends up marrying me because I can guarantee that I’m gonna be the wife that wakes you up at 3 in the morning for sex
Robin Sharma (via severs)
This hit me like a brick…
I hang out with Danny to take my mind off of missing you, it’s at about 35% of the reason I do it at all to be honest. I mean yeah he’s cute and we have fun and still acting like we’re just coworkers at work is hilarious, but I don’t see anything with him.
I just wish you were here so there was at least one more shot at you and I. If it didn’t work after that, I’d be okay with it. I’d move on knowing it was what I truly needed in order to 1000% finally be over you, Corwin. I just miss you so much as a person, best friend, as a person who means so much to me, that I haven’t ever been able to regain the part of me you took with you when I last saw you almost 2 years ago. I think about you every day. I’ve thought about you at least once every day for the last 7 years of my life.
I guess I dont want to wait much longer to figure out what Corwin’s purpose in my life is. I deserve good things. So does he.
Sucks because now I dont know if I should forget about going to the Marine Corps Ball and I dont know what to do.
I’m supposed to just wait and time will tell blah blah. But I’ve been waiting. I’ve waited so god damn long.